"Life is a pretty sweet fruit" or "jesus what the hell is wrong with me??"

I've been putting off getting my laptop. There's no reason why i've been doing this... at least, no valid reason. It's always stressful to purchase something that requires a long term commitment, ei: car, house, air conditionners on lay-away. Paying off my car was a test in patience that i almost failed. But should 1800.00$ worry me? Should it worry me when they're going to take 35$ off of each pay? No, it really shouldn't. And yet, i am still sans home computer. You know what i keep thinking about? A sketch that's on Kids in the Hall. Bruce McCulloch is riding in this huge brown Monte Carlo monster, looks at the camera and says "life is a pretty sweet fruit" and goes on to say that the car cost him 300$, 30 paiments that flew by like a breaze. He slams on the breaks, looks to the camera and says "who'm i kiddin'? 32$ a month almost killed me". That's what i'm thinking about everytime i go to call dell to set this up for myself. That and "I'VE LOST MY INDIAN DRUM! DRUM LOST!!!!!" " DRUM FOUND!!!!!", although i realize that has nothing to do with anything, it's just in there....my head that is.